a crazy little thing called love [note FB 16 Mei]

.... teringat sebuah tulisan dari seorang kawan, dia bilang "cinta itu indah sekali, mba". Buku yang pernah ia berikan padaku, mengajari banyak hal tentang cinta khususnya cinta padaNYA...
"cinta sejati, dimana cinta yang kita tanam dengan tulus padaNya, pasti akan terbalas oleh cinta dariNya. Tak akan bertepuk sebelah tangan. Sesungguhnya cinta kepadaNya adalah nikmat yang tiada bandingnya. Sebuah cinta dimana kita merasakan ketentraman dan kedamaian luar biasa. Sebab, Pihak yang dicintai tidak pernah meninggalkan yang mencintai. Bahkan, Dia selalu bersedia memaafkan kita jika kita berbuat salah, dan jika kita benar-benar menyesalinya. Dia tetap bersabar, ketika kita berpaling dariNya. Dia mengingatkan kita, ketika kita lalai terhadapNya. Dia tidak pernah bosan bersama kita, hingga kita sendiri merasa bosan. Tidakkah kita melihat, adakah disana cinta yang lebih agung dari cintaNya?"

sejenak, lalu aku ingat film itu. Film Thailand yang membuatku mengutip banyak kata dari apa yang disampaikan di dalamnya...
begini katanya:

..all of us,have someone who is hidden in the bottom of the heart. When we think of him,we will feel like ummm...always feel a little pain inside. But we still want to keep him. Even though,we don't know where he's today. What is he doing. But he is the one who makes me know this A CRAZY LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE.
+Nam: i have something to tell you. I like you very much. Been loving for 3 years. I've done everything changed myself in every aspects because of you. Applied for a classical dancer club,played a stage drama,be a drum major,be better at sudying.it's for you. But i know for now that the thing that i should do the most and should have done since a long time ago,is telling you straightly that...i love you..
-Shone (i called him,a stupid guy):just silent..

...don't know how long is it,
that i've to resist everything, hide all of the truth in my heart. Every time we meet, every time you turn to me,that i pretend to be still,
do you know how much i've to force myself,can you hear that my heart is telling you i love you..
Can you hear that my heart is waiting there for you to open,can only hope you will know it someday..SOMEDAY..
Though i love you,though i feel it,but deep inside isn't brave enough..can only hope you will know it that i'm the one here to love you,i'm begging you,please know it someday...
Can you hear that? My heart is telling you i love you but i cannot reveal my true feeling to anyone.
Can you hear that? My heart is still waiting there for you to open and i can only hope you will know it someday..

Yap, cinta itu butuh pengorbanan... No sacrifice, no victory... dan cinta itu butuh pembuktian tidak hanya pengakuan. cinta apapun itulah...